I'm not sure if my period is due on Sunday or Monday. I'm never any good at the dpo business.. I mean I got positive opk on Saturday and Sunday two weeks ago... I could swear I felt the egg leave my ovary on Sunday evening. Would that make Monday 1 dpo? Would that mean my period is due Sunday on 14 dpo or on Monday after 14 dpo? Why does everything have to be so confusing? This process is stressful enough without adding this math business, and usually I'm pretty good at math.
Remember how I said I just wasn't feeling it this month? Well I have to admit, part of me started feeling it the last couple days. I tried to deny it because I am soooo affraid to be wrong. I would rather not expect to be pregnant if that's Not what the outcome truely will be. I cracked on Thursday. I bought a dollar store cheap hpt on the way home from work and when I got home I peed on the damn thing. I watched it in the window in the bedroom under the direct sunlight for the 10 mins the instructions told me to wait . I don't know.. The control line appeared as the pee swept across the test window. Then slowly, a test line. An extremely faint test line. "am I making this line up in my head?" "this has to be an evap line, right?" I didn't tell any one and hid the test. The next day, I was off work. I asked Angela to stop off at the $ store on her lunch hour to pick up a cheap hpt so that I could test early and not waste an expensive test. She did as asked and brought one home. I peed on the damn thing. I carried it down stairs to where Angela was having her lunch. We waited the ten min the instructions told me to. Could it be? Another faint, very faint test line. Hmmm... Maybe my deep down intuition can be trusted. I broke down and peed on an expensive test. Holy shit! A f@*#en test line! It's more faint than I'm comfortable with. But it's there.
I'm pregnant! I'm scared to death!
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