Monday, March 29, 2010

Wasn't going to but did

I wasn't going to tell my mom until 12 weeks that I'm pregnant. We were at her house for a birthday dinner for Angela yesterday and ended up telling her. She's excited.
I can't seem to shake the fear and stress. I know that it isn't good to be stressed like this but I can't help it. It's like I am waiting to have another miscarriage. I am going to see my doctor on Thursday and will definately be discussing this with him. I mean maybe once 11 weeks 1 day and mothers day come and go i'll feel better but I don't know if I'll ever feel safe.
I really really want to enjoy this pregnancy.

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Anonymous said...

i knew you'd tell her. :)

*little lissy*

Teaberry said...

I can totally relate to the stress/worry... it's hard to shake, and frankly, I don't really have any good tips! It was hard for me to keep calm most of the time, too... However, being pregnant was SO wonderful and now that it's over for me, I feel like it was the blink of an eye! I miss it tons (but love the outcome, of course)... so, enjoy it!!

Stacey said...

It's impossible not to tell something so big. :)

It is more stressful for the first baby, especially after a loss. You feel like it can't be real and how can you know the baby's okay if you can't feel/see anything? When the baby starts moving, you will wonder if the baby moved enough. Pregnancy is awesome and scary. Just hang in there and I don't believe stress will do anything so just try and relax and not worry about how you're affecting the pregnancy.